The pain somedays, takes away from productivity. The pain somedays can also feel like strangulation. Why can’t we see beyond, to find that which we are fond? I wish I could see through to the sunlight. But instead everyday feels like a nonstop fight. I want to find a way to be happy, but to often I feel skillless and faulty. I push my head into my hobbies. I fight with my brain and lobby. As the fight comes to end, I can work again. I hope all of you will find, a way to unwind, and feel better about your bind.